JO DIDDLEY

lazy buster on Flickr.I haven’t had much motivation to shoot lately. My digital camera doesn’t motivate me much, and I have 10 rolls of film I can’t afford to develop. 
I’ve also felt like I don’t know WHAT to shoot, but Buster is always around, and I think he’s beautiful so I take pictures of him. I also know that odds are that I’ll outlive him, so I want to have as many memories saved proving that he was a live and that I loved him,

lazy buster on Flickr.

I haven’t had much motivation to shoot lately. My digital camera doesn’t motivate me much, and I have 10 rolls of film I can’t afford to develop.
I’ve also felt like I don’t know WHAT to shoot, but Buster is always around, and I think he’s beautiful so I take pictures of him. I also know that odds are that I’ll outlive him, so I want to have as many memories saved proving that he was a live and that I loved him,

blogblogblooog:

La bicicleta by adrianhernandezbinz

A look into my future. I wanna be some lonely abuelo in downtown Guadalajara that rides a tricycle around with a dog in it. 

blogblogblooog:

La bicicleta by adrianhernandezbinz

A look into my future. I wanna be some lonely abuelo in downtown Guadalajara that rides a tricycle around with a dog in it. 

(via fuckyeahmexico)

A few weeks ago, while talking to an old boss about moving and looking for work, he mentioned that he thought his experience in the food industry weren’t rewarding.

And that word stuck with me. I know that everyone has different experiences pursuing they’re respective endeavors. But it made me think a lot about whether anything I do makes me feel “rewarded”

And as I’m trying to deal with an existential crisis, worrying about wanting money, or comfort, or something else; I never really think about what would make me feel like good. At least, not without first dismissing it because I don’t have any money to pursue the things that I think would make me feel happy. And any way, there’s no clear “this” thing to do. Just a few loose goals like wanting to travel and not wanting to be worried about money. 

I still don’t know if he meant monetary rewards, but I took it as a sense of fulfillment, a purpose, a warm feeling that says to your being “Yup, this is it” or at the very least “this will do”.

And I think I need help trying to sort trough all the clutter in my mind to get at the root of something. Rather than mulling over it till I get distracted, which is how I tend to deal with my problems.  

raindancehc:

7/31 at The Middle East
Spread it

Dr. Aize

raindancehc:

7/31 at The Middle East

Spread it

Dr. Aize

mapsontheweb:

US Ballistic Missile Warning System Radar Sites and Coverage

What you don’t think Mexico would shoot a missile at you? You think Mexico is going to keep cutting your grass and washing your dishes and raising your white kids? But you think Cuba, Colombia, or Guyana might?!

mapsontheweb:

US Ballistic Missile Warning System Radar Sites and Coverage

What you don’t think Mexico would shoot a missile at you? You think Mexico is going to keep cutting your grass and washing your dishes and raising your white kids? But you think Cuba, Colombia, or Guyana might?!

(Source: Wikipedia)